Natalie's life in a nutshell

Ranting.

2010-09-14T16:27:00.000-07:00

I've been in the worst mood for the past week or so, and I'd like to acknowledge the people who are pissing me off right to the moment.

Let's start with:

Christopher: Chris, you have been pissing me off after since you decided that you were gay. Ever since you thought you were feminine, you have been thinking you are better than me at everything. So Chris, with all due respect, SHUT THE FUCK UP. You are no woman, so just stop acting like one. You are not the least bit girlish. I can't even believe you think you could rock stilettos better than Gina. GINA. Seriously man! She's perfect! You can't do SHIT better than her! So once again, SHUT THE FUCK UP.

Gina: You need to stop being a negative Nancy and face the fact that YOU ARE PERFECT. SO SHUT THE HELL UP. :)

Kimmie: There isn't really a lot to put here, just the fact that you MOLEST me all the time. I know you mean it playfully, but SERIOUSLY, WHEN I TELL YOU TO STOP, FUCKING STOP! I don't like it! At all!

Mom and Dad: You guys.... Oh you guys...I just can't explain how stupid you fucking are. I can't believe that you can't see that you AREN'T TREATING US RIGHT!!! I HATE IT! I mean. COME ON! I can't even go outside without permission? REALLY? Seriously, become real parents, or let me go already.

Jeffery: .......Jeffery....Dear Jeffery......you haven't been pissing me off at all, but the fact that you completely ignored me today crushed me. My heart hurt, and all I want to do is talk to you, because that's the only thing I get to do with you. We don't eat lunch together anymore and that also hurts. I would like a day to just sit by ourselves and TALK, just TALK. That's all I want.
You have changed my life in so many good ways, I don't want it to curve the other way. Please, don't let this happen. I love you too much to stop talking to you.

Recently Deceased Grandparents: What The Fuck?! You left me and I never got to say goodbye?
I wanted to be there to see you one last time, and you repay me by leaving at the wrong time. I wanted to be there to hold your hands throughout the whole thing, but I couldn't. Why couldn't you have just waited? Why would you do this to me?!

And Lastly, Alex: WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING TRYING TO PLAY COUNSELOR?! I NEVER ASKED FOR YOUR OPINION! LEAVE ME ALONE MEANS LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT! GET IT?! THE NEXT TIME I'M SITTING IN A CORNER, BEGGING TO BE LEFT ALONE, DON'T COME OVER TO ME AND TELL ME TO TALK ABOUT IT! IT'S NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS!!!!!!!!

Well, hello there!

2009-12-11T12:29:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA! I'm back...after a year of not posting...yup. I got lame and decided I didn't want to do a blog...but AFTER A YEAR I changed my mind :3 Anyways, a LOT of things had happened this year, like getting a crush on my teacher, totally get hit on by my ex boyfriend/ best friend (recent...sp?), dying, getting revived, killing myself, getting revived...again, helping my bff Trevor giv presents to orphans (TODAY <3>.< *Smash the computer to bits!* I'll try to keep posting...If I can...even thought I KNOW not alot of you people out there don't even watch me! :) Lol MERRY X-MAS!!! <3

I think I need some lunesta.....

2009-01-14T03:17:00.000-08:00

I.....can't.......get .......to....SLEEP!!! I need some freaking sleep or I swear I'm just gonna lunge at someone out of the blue! DX I NEED SLEEP!!! UGH! *praysforsleepinthenextfewdays* I HAVE STATE TESTS THIS WEEK!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! oh well.....If I can't concentrate, that's God's fault for not letting me sleep well......mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.............*dies* @/.\@ I'm a zombie now...

YAY FISH MAN!!!

2009-01-12T20:19:00.001-08:00

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This is my fish man!!! lol if it doesn't showup......oh well.

my friend

2009-01-12T16:48:00.001-08:00

Ok so. my friend Michaela has an abscess in her ovary. She doesn't know what to do. She is having surgery on her ovary...If anybody actually reads this crap I want you to post a comment (or two) to wish her luck or something. PLEASE?!?!?

Sickness.....

2009-01-05T19:14:00.000-08:00

Ok so today I stayed home from school cuz' there was a 2 hour delay and my mom was too lazy to get back up and take us up there but anyways, I have a sore throat and I feel like I'm gonna barf...and I went to my friends house and her and her sister have it too. So does my friend Chris! WHY GOD? WHY HAVE YOU CURSED US ALL WITH THIS HORRIBLE......CURES THINGY! Well whatever it's probably just a 24 hour thing anyway. Good night! :)

~ Natalie Hornbeck

My dog lol so funny.

2009-01-01T23:11:00.000-08:00

I have a dog named Boomer and he growls in his sleep. Just a few minutes ago my dog started baring his teeth and growling in his sleep. I think he was dreaming about fighting another dog maybe? We'll never know!! Well anyways after that he started to bark and he jumped up onto his feet scared out of his freaking fur. It was soooooooo funny! I started to laugh but my dad was sleeping and he came in and yelled at me so I guess I shouldn't do that again huh? I'll just hold my laughter in. Oh btw Suppressing your feelings are not good apparently because like on Family Guy you could get...A tumor I'm a tumor, I'm a tumor I'm a tumor I'm a tumor, I'm a tumor I'm a tumor, oh oh oh I'm a tumor! :D

Happy new year!!!

2009-01-01T16:01:00.000-08:00

Ok so this year is over and I'm glad that it is. Why? Because everything went wrong that year. I was on the verge of just running away to another world forever. The reason is that I just couldn't stand that my mother got pregnant by this douchey douche person. He's A FUCKING DICK HEAD!!! As soon as my mom found out she was pregnant and told him about it. He walked out on her. He said that the fucking baby wasn't his responsibility and that he wanted nothing to do with her. I wanted to punch him in the face. I'm not kidding. Then he actually has the nerve to try and get her back. And as some people know my mother was stupid enough to get back together with him!!! WOW MOM!!! Anyways Happy new year and I hope Jake has the worst year of his life 'cuz' he's going to hear from me when the baby is born and he doesn't take care of it. I will laugh in his face and then in the beat of hummingbirds wing I will fuck him up...NOT kidding. (BTW everybody I do not act like this all of the time. I am just ticked off at the moment)

~MoonlitShadowStar